i went down to the corner store
what would it hurt to overdraft once more?
i buy a wrap and smoke myself to sleep
what would it take to feel again?
well i'm just asking for a friend
who'll rot away until they up and die
cause day to day it's all the same
you say my name but i'm not listening
i went to my psychiatrist
and painted scenes of a nihilist
he shirked it off and sent me on my way
so then i went to the corner store
what would it hurt to overdraft once more?
i buy some shit and cry myself to sleep
cause day to day it's all the same
you call my name but i'm not listening at all
i bang my head against the wall to feel some type of way
my brain feels so alien
and you'd say, "why aren't you talking again?"
"cause all i'm good for's la-da-da da-da
and i feel best when i waste away
poisoning my liver and brain
with cycles saying life is on its way
when day to day it's all the same
you scream my name but i'm not listening at all
i bang my head against the wall to feel some type of way
i did back as a kid when suffering was an abstract
not the sea that swallowed me ahhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhh"
How has it already been 3 years
Little too late to ask for a sorry
How can I take back all your tears
Or apologize for all the worry
We're not really friends like I want us to be
You're the perfect compliment to a ******* nerd like me
Want to hold out my hand so that I can pull you in
But you're shaking too hard; think I'll drop you again
What do I want
I just want to get back together
You're my sickness
And I can't seem to get better
What do I want
I just want you to feel better
You're my sickness
Let's get back together
Forgiveness
Is just a word
Its something I abuse all the time
You say that I always win so why do I feel like I am losing my mind
Friends think they know everything
At least that's how it seems
I wish I could love myself the way that you loved me
What do I want
I just want to get back together
And you're my sickness
And I can't seem to get much better
Sleeping in a 2 bedroom apartment has never felt so lonely
Or claustrophobic
It gets darker, and darker, and darker, and darker, and darker
What do I want
I just want to get back together
And you're my sickness
And I can't seem to get much better
What do I want
I just want you to feel better
You're my sickness
And I can't seem to get much better
The latest from sean thornton explores dark themes, but they’re handled with a delicate grace in these beautiful bedroom pop songs. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 25, 2022